We went home together after the competition. I truly enjoyed his company and I'm certain the feeling was mutual. It started off awkward but eventually we were completely comfortable with each other's presence. I could tell that he didn't want me to go and nor I for that matter.
I was surprised with myself at how open and honest I was with him. I feared he might have not liked what I was sharing with him but he was receptive and very engaged. Looking back I know I was trying really hard to impress him. A bit too hard perhaps but he is a tough one to crack. I have to play my cards right else I'll lose him. Now that I would not be able to handle sanely.
I have to be careful though. It would be terrible if this turns into an infatuation for either of us. I want him in my life but not romantically. Wow. I can't believe I just said that.
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